Frustration

Travis is still waiting on the CO job. There's only a few more things he needs to have done after he passes the background check but they haven't contacted him in a while. We also just heard that his cousin who is a CO had to take a pay cut and that they are supposed to be laying off a bunch of people within the next year. That's not the kind of news we wanted to hear as he is going through the hiring process. Ugh..why does this have to be so hard? We weren't expecting to stay this long at my in-laws and its really starting to get to me. I just want my own space! My job has been going well but I know I'm never going to get as many hours as I want. My boss basically gave me permission to start looking for something else. They are going to need me a lot during the summer when the kids are out of school but after that they said they probably wouldn't need me at all. She's been asking her friends if they need a nanny so she can keep me as long as she needs me but so far I haven't heard anything. I reposted my profile on a nanny site I use but last time I looked there were only 4 or 5 families and nothing really seemed to fit. I'm thankful I at least have a job but I wish I was working full time and making enough for us to at least rent an apartment even though we want to save up for a house. I guess all we can do is wait and see what happens...